His
hands palmed the walls from corner to corner, starting at the bottom near
the floor and sweeping upwards in search of something: a window ledge, a handle,
or the crook where the wall met the ceiling. But there was nothing there.
He could stand on his toes, he could reach up as high as humanly possible,
and all he could feel was more cool rock.
Only...
it didn't exactly feel like rock. It was smooth in some places, rough in others,
with no noticeable seams between the changing textures. Most of the time the
surface was completely solid, but sometimes when he put his weight against
certain spots it almost felt like the wall bent beneath his hands. But maybe
it was just his imagination.
The
walls were black. So was the floor, and if the cell had any ceiling it was
black as well. The air was black. Jack's hand, waved insistently in front
of his face, was also black.
Not
a single ray of light, natural or otherwise, infiltrated the room. It was
pitch dark; he could see nothing.
His
head hurt. He had a pretty good idea why. The last thing he remembered was
Teal'c shouting - some wordless call of alarm - and then an explosion above
and a raining down of what had most definitely been rocks. His shelter had
been behind a stone outcropping at the base of the cliff, and the Jaffa he'd been going at it with had either accidentally or
purposely sheered off part of the cliff face above him. He was lucky he hadn't
been killed.
Or,
all things considered, maybe not so lucky. He'd done the Goa'uld prisoner
thing before, after all, and he wasn't exactly looking forward to the sequel.
The fact that they'd been battling Osiris' Jaffa
and not Ba'al's didn't exactly warm the cockles
of his heart, either, because not only was the woman a complete bitch - according
to all reports - she was also in the service of Anubis.
Jack
was in no big hurry to meet Anubis. He hated to
judge based on reputation alone, but, well, he was human and fallible, and
Anubis just didn't sound like the kind of guy he'd
invite over for a barbeque.
Hands
held out in front of him, he toddled further into the middle of the room and
stood very still, trying to sense any kind of movement or vibration that would
indicate he was in a moving vessel of some kind. Nothing. The air was stale
and the room so silent that he could have been buried under a hundred miles
of dirt.
Which
really wasn't a positive thought.
Not
that positive thoughts were all that easy to come by. Jack figured that this
was part of the interrogation technique: leave the guy alone until he's so
bored and so driven mad by the tedium of his own company that he'll answer
your questions simply to be able to talk to somebody. It was fairly standard.
On
the other hand, it was also fairly un-Goa'uldish.
Isolation was a technique used by people who wanted to refrain from beating
their prisoner into a bloody pulp, which could later testify to his mistreatment.
It was an innocuous and utterly hands-off approach to questioning, and the
Goa'uld were nothing if not hands-ON when it came to extracting information.
Why leave him to languish in this box when they could attempt to torture him
into telling?
Ooh,
more positive thoughts.
He
looked up towards the unseen ceiling. He blinked. It made no difference. The
world with his eyes open was as black as the space underneath his eyelids.
"The
room service here sucks," he declared, just in case someone was listening.
The sound came out funny. He could hear his voice in his own head just fine,
but it didn't seem to get far once spoken. Like the sound hit a wall and just
died.
Jack
sighed and wandered over to the nearest corner, using his hands to feel his
way. When all else failed, the best he could do was learn about his surroundings.
This was obviously limited, what with whole not being able to see thing, but
he wasn't completely helpless. He began to take very careful, measured steps
against the wall. Toe to heel, heel to toe, counting each one. Twenty-two
steps before he ran into the far corner.
He
turned ninety degrees and began to repeat the process. Twenty-two steps.
And
again.
And
again.
Four
walls to his cell, each exactly the same distance apart. What did that mean?
Well...
nothing. It meant nothing, except that now instead of just suspecting that
he was in a pitch-black room, he knew that he was in a pitch-black room with
four walls of exactly the same length. Right. THAT was helpful.
He
slumped in a corner. The floor felt exactly the same as the walls: rough,
smooth, cool. He'd come to lying on that floor, on his back with his hands
oddly positioned over his stomach. His first thought had, quite naturally,
been where the hell am I and who turned off all the lights?
His
second thought - and his third and forth and many thoughts from that point
on - had been about the others.
During
the firefight he'd been separated from them; that was why he'd taken cover
under that stupid cliff in the first place, because the attack had come so
suddenly that they hadn't been able to properly strategize. They'd simply
dropped towards the nearest cover. For Jack that had been the doomed outcropping.
For Carter and Jonas it had been a fallen log with such a great diameter that
she'd been able to kneel safely behind it, firing at the Jaffa. Teal'c had swerved to his
right when the others had gone to their left, and he'd also been partially
isolated behind a protruding section of the cliff.
The
ambush had come quickly. The Stargate was only a five-minute walk back the
way they had come, less if they ran. And oh, Jack intended to run, as soon
as he could get in the clear.
And
then it had happened. BOOM. Rattle-rattle. Ouch.
There
had only been three, from what he had seen. Carter, Teal'c and Jonas could
take three Jaffa
with no problem. But... if they had... why was he here? Even if he HAD been
buried in the avalanche, he was pretty much certain that the rest of the team
wouldn't have just overlooked him. And that only left two options: either
Carter had found a way to get them all clear but had been chased back to the
Gate, leaving her no time for a rescue operation... or they HADN'T been able
to take three Jaffa
with no problem, and they were all captives, just like he was.
And
the thoughts just kept getting happier.
If
the others had been captured, they were either dead or they were in similar
cells. He believed the latter; he had to, and it made sense that the Goa'uld
would want them alive and breathing for questioning. He just... he couldn't
see either Carter or Teal'c going down without some kind of fight, and even
Jonas had a respectable amount of spunk. If they had been captured, was it
possible that at least one - or more - weren't injured, dying, dead?
All
he knew was that he was alone in the room. He'd crossed from wall to wall
quite a few times now; he would have tripped over a body at some point.
Restless,
Jack jumped to his feet, or at least performed an approximation of a jump
by an old guy with bad knees. He began to walk the diameter of the room again,
trailing his hand along the wall this time, searching intently for a joint
of some kind that would indicate a door. Because there HAD to be a door. No matter what,
they hadn't just dropped him down from a hole in the ceiling.
It
was at step twenty that things got ugly, because that was when he walked into
the adjacent wall.
Which
was impossible, right? He'd been walking heel to toe, toe to heel, just like
before. He couldn't possible have... he must have miscounted.
He
turned and paced out the length of the next wall. Twenty again.
And
again.
And
again.
He
was certain that he hadn't miscounted the first time. Which meant that the
room had somehow become two steps shorter in every direction.
The
walls... had moved.
Yes,
the abilities of positive thinking had now reached a whole new level. He was
in a pitch black room with four walls that were slowly, steadily moving in
on him, closing in until they squished him into something tall and skinny
and unpleasant. Hey, maybe the unseen ceiling was descending as well, and
would eventually compact him into a neat, perfectly square Jack cube, like
the derelict cars at the junkyard.
This
was not a form of torture that he was familiar with. Maybe it wasn't torture
at all. And maybe the room wasn't dark. Maybe he'd been blinded during the
avalanche, maybe he had a headache for a very good reason, and maybe Osiris
was watching him stumble around a perfectly-lit cell with moving walls that
would eventually crush his bones and liquefy his internal organs.
"Sir?"
Jack's
mouth had been dry. Now it turned full-on Sahara. That
had been Carter's voice. Faint, kind of warbly,
but Carter. Shit, shit, shit. She was here after all. They had her in one
of these cells and they were going to kill her too... or maybe she was with
Osiris. Maybe they were making her watch this.
"Can
you hear me? Sir, it's going to be okay."
Now
THAT was powerful positive thinking. Good for Carter, he thought, counting
the distance from corner to corner for a third time. Eighteen.
"You
just have to hold on."
It
sounded like her voice was coming from the wall to his left. He couldn't be
sure, but he pressed his ear against it anyway. "I'm here, Carter."
"I'm
right here."
"Yeah,
good, great. Listen, can you feel any kind of door on your side? There has
to be some kind of door."
"I'm
not going anywhere."
He
resisted the urge to bang his head against a particularly smooth spot. He
could barely hear her voice; she had to be misunderstanding some of his words.
He raised his voice. "You don't have to go anywhere. Just feel around.
If you can see... look for a door."
For
a while, nothing. And then her voice again. "Everyone else is gone."
Everyone
else? He swallowed, or would have if he'd been able to work up the saliva.
Jonas and Teal'c... "It's okay," he tried to reassure her, "We'll
find them after we get out of here."
"I'm
still... here," she said. At least that's what he thought he heard. Sometimes
there seemed to be a syllable missing, part of a word dropping off into the
ether or absorbed by the strange material between them. "I don't know
why."
Jesus,
what if they were coming for her next? What if they were going to do to her
what they were doing to him right now? "Don't think about that. Just
look for the door, Carter." His own hands searched frantically; found
nothing. Why did he think that her results would be any different?
"You
just have to hold on, sir."
Something
rose in his throat and for one disgusting moment he assumed that it was his
lunch. Then it gurgled and popped and he realized it was laughter, laughter
at a time like this, hysterical and slightly mad laughter. "Carter, no
one's going to come looking for us until they realize we're missing. That
could be an entire day. We can't just hold on." In actuality he had no
idea how long he had been wandering around in the darkness, how long since
the ambush and their capture. In a way it seemed like he had been at it all
day, but at the same time he felt like he had just woken up.
"Can
you hear me?" Carter asked, her voice little more than a whisper in the
dead air.
Laughing
cloying his throat, Jack pressed his hands, his forehead, his body against
the strange cool material. He knew that if he reached out to the side with
one hand he would be able to feel the wall pressing in on him.
"I
can hear you," he said softly, too softly for her to hear, "I just
can't find the door."
*
* *
A
quiet place, lights dimmed, sounds muted. Voices in the distance, boots passing
by without stopping, the daytime hum of activity pushed and prodded into background
noise.
Alone
in this part of the quiet place, she leaned towards him.
"Sir?
Can you hear me?"
Beneath
his bandaged skull, there was nothing in his face to indicate that he could.
But she tried anyway.
"Sir,
it's going to be okay. You just have to hold on. I'm right here," she
promised, inching closer, as close as her seat would allow. "I'm not
going anywhere. Everyone else is gone," she added, looking around the
sleeping infirmary. "I'm still here, though... I'm right here."
She
felt so stupid, so self-conscious. Speaking to a man who was all but dead
to the world. Talking to him as though he could hear her. "I don't know
why," she confided, and immediately felt guilty. None of this had been his fault. Luck had gotten
them into the ambush, and luck had gotten them out of it... but not before
all that rock had come crashing down on the Colonel.
Most
of the time, she didn't eliminate the enemy with anything approaching pleasure.
But she had enjoyed killing those Jaffa.
And
if he died, that sick pleasure would be all she had to cling to.
She
wanted to put her tired head on the edge of the bed, just for a moment, but
the rail was up and she didn't have the strength to lower it. Instead she
rested her forehead against the cool metal bar and closed her eyes. "Can
you hear me?" she wondered aloud, feeling drowsiness rising out of her
depression, overwhelming and undeniable.
Sleep
swarmed over her.
She
thought she heard the rasp of a latch and a creaking of hinges.
But
maybe it was just a dream.